Still not awake...

As I type this, I am sitting on the couch while Zoey is taking a nap in her crib. Did you read that? Taking a nap in her crib... that's big stuff people! She has never napped in her crib for more than 5-10 minutes and we're going on 25 minutes now. It's like I'm frozen. I don't know what to do with myself.

What did I do with my time before I had Zoey?

This is a question I ask myself all the time. Now that my days are filled with diaper changes, spit up, cleaning bottles and repeat, I often times wonder what in the world I did with my time.

30 minutes now... still napping.

It's like I'm afraid to start doing something productive b/c I'm afraid just as soon as I take out those gifts I need to wrap, she will know. That little sensor inside babies that alerts them to cry when mommy is trying to... work, eat, clean, shower... that sensor will go off! Then the crying/fussing begins.

Still not awake...

What in the world has happened to me that I've become so fearful of actually doing something during this child's nap for fear she will wake up? I've lost my marbles.

Parenthood will do that to you I guess.

Still not awake...

Sorry for such a random, pointless blog. But this is a monumental moment... 40 minutes has gone by and...

Still not awake...